Naba Chizuru (Chizu-nee)

Submit secrets here. :|b Secrets can be as dumb or serious as you want them to be, just so long as they are things that other characters in EC are unaware of. And remember your character should be aware of them themselves.

Gift list~ If you think one of your characters should get a gift from one of mine comment here with who. o/ I play the following:

Alphonse Elric, Gokudera, Chizu-nee, Hitachiin Kaoru, Havoc, and Nami (though Nami will v. likely only give to Yuta right now)

Ara ara, Belphegor thought it would be a good idea to prepare a timeline of the things we've done, and I couldn't help but agree~ Hopefully this will help to settle some of your doubts about me and my team. ♥

In the first ousting we were pitted against Turkey. I may have fought a little stubbornly in that ousting for a while, but it really did look concerning for a little while~ And I didn't particularly like the idea that someone may have thought I was a bad Ashikabi. I hope it was for a different reason than that. There isn't much to talk about here, but if you do have a question I'll be happy to try to answer~

On the second day, Aeris opened up a post to us. Not much happened until the ousting~ It was Yuuto who pointed out to me that Makoto was likely a sheep. His exact words were "Well, you played the first time, right? And that time, the wolves won because the sheep became distracted. It seems like she knows that, because she's made a point of wanting to focus on the game as much as possible, even before she was implicated by the clue." It made quite a bit of sense to me, so I believed in it. And I was right to do that much since she was a sheep~ But it's also partly because of this that I chose to believe so strongly in Aeris's team.

I'd also like to point out that they left it to me to do the work of defending Makoto. ♥ It allowed them to keep a low profile just like a wolf would want~ And look at the position it's put me in now!

Later on during the second day, Raphael also opened a post to us. He asked me for some opinions, and before the ousting I did suspect America the least. Both of us voted for Makoto~ Because he agreed with my opinion about America's team. He also told me a little bit about Aeris that I trusted since he has known her longer than I have. "I know Aeris well enough that I think she's pretty innocent. She's not around right now, which probably doesn't help, but she's the kind of girl who'd probably be acting a lot more guilty if she had to eat people. So to some degree I think she's fairly transparent, as well."

Then~ I shared the point that Yuuto had shared with me and we disagreed quite strongly on the matter! In the end I was annoyed with him, and he asked me not to look at him like that. At the time I thought it was because of a fight we had before the game, but looking back now, maybe it was guilt. I did suspect him a little bit after this though~ Something about the way he was missing the point of why I was voting the way I was seemed odd. It wasn't that he disagreed with me, it was that he really didn't seem to understand why I would vote based on thinking someone was less suspicious than another as opposed to finding one of them actually suspicious. I mentioned it to Belphegor and we agreed to keep an eye on him for it.

After that, I had to take a break for the night. Anyone who spoke with me that night should know this. I couldn't stand that Zack had been eaten. He's too good a friend to have deserved that. Ara ara, we became a little unsure about our suspicions against Raphael's team because of this too, because Sasuke and Itachi are brothers. I suppose I was wrong to have faith in the bonds of family as well.

The next day~ I reviewed everything I could, and couldn't decide which I honestly thought was more suspicious between America and Aeris. I was annoyed by some of the things America had done, but none of it would have been fair to be suspicious of him for at all. And Aeris . . . nothing she'd done struck me as suspicious either. I've already explained again and again why I chose to trust her. Anyway~ I spoke to her personally a little and asked her whether or not she'd have lied to Yuuto about what their team was. She didn't even seem to realize she could have lied. . . . I suppose it may not have been my faith in her that was wrong. I'm still completely certain she'd have never allowed Zack to be hurt if she could've helped it. It must be my judgment of Yuuto that was wrong.

But~ At the time, with what I knew then, it was enough for me to trust her. I even told her so~

While that was going on, I was also talking with Raphael~ He . . . was actually more suspicious of Aeris than I was. He tried to tell me Yuuto may have betrayed her. "I think it's entirely possible Yuuto would have ignored Aeris's feelings if he thought getting rid of Kon's team was the most viable option, and gave the OK. Then again, who knows? He might be so devoted to Aeris that he'd rather bite his arm off than hurt her like that. But I'm not ruling out the possibility that he might have overruled her while she was gone." I really should have listened to him. But I was so sure. Yuuto had been so sweet with me before . . .

Later on he seemed to be a little less sure of himself but we cut that conversation short because he was preoccupied~ ♥ with his Sekirei. It wasn't until partway through the ousting that he finally agreed with me. I was so relieved to think more people agreed with me! Ara ara, I feel a little ashamed of it all now!

Ara ara, what else . . . Before the ousting America had me open a post with him. . . . At the same time I had another post with Aeris on my journal for some casual talk. For a time, America and I argued while Aeris and I talked about our Sekirei and what we thought about the game. And . . . for just a moment I nearly believed him. I thought "Maybe the wolves really would overpower Aeris's wishes like that." I was honestly unsure about my judgment at the time. I didn't try to hide it from him either. I'm sure he must have mentioned something about it to some of you; how I looked so doubtful speaking with him but seemed so sure and determined in the ousting.

What Aeris was saying to me at thye same time only made me even more convinced of her innocence. She was talking about how everyone might lose in the ousting, but perhaps that would be better than having two more teams hurt each day that the game continued. "You'll probably think less of me for it, but the thought crossed my mind once or twice to throw the game. But in the end, everyone who loses has their bonds broken, whether it's during the game or after. Isn't that right? And even if it's a really slim chance, I can't not fight to protect Yuuto. He's a really good kid, I think."

I thought she meant that she was a sheep who'd been considering taking a fall to end the game. It made me trust her that much more. I even asked Belphegor what he thought of it, and he agreed with me that it only made her seem more innocent. So I told her I would help her if she really wanted to help the sheep win, and she didn't seem shaken at all when we continued the conversation. She really, honestly felt like a sheep to me. . . . Even now I don't think I can be angry with her for what she did. She was trying to spare us all a little extra pain. I've thought a few times that it would be nice if the game would just end already too.

—Ara ara, but that's why I was so stubborn during the ousting. I was sure. I thought I knew the way things were. You're all able to see how I behaved in public there, so I'll leave it to you to look over it all. I will say that I don't particularly want to open the post that Aeris and I shared if I can help it. She asked for me to keep it private as there are a few personal things we discussed in it. However, if my Sekirei truly wish it, I suppose I'll have to. Other than that, I'm happy to answer any further questions you may have for me.

. . . I hope you all make the right choice in the end.

Here we are~ ♥ What is is, Aeris?

Hello~! Your team ended up with Shuri-kun, and mine would like to keep an eye on him. As long as we're doing that we may as well talk to each other a little too, right? ♥

Hello~ We thought it would be a good idea to talk with the teams in the clue, so we set up a post to do it in. ♥

The most important thing in life is to see to it that you are never beaten.
-Andre Malraux

There's no point in being grown up if you can't be childish sometimes.
-Doctor Who

Sorry for the disaster. And thanks for your patience!
-Chris Thyberg

A little tact and wise management may often evade resistance, and carry a point, where direct force might be in vain.
-Author Unknown

We cannot destroy kindred: Our chains stretch a little sometimes, but they never break.
-Marie de Rabutin-Chantal




Quotes from here!